I don't know what I want, any more. I should probably fix that, and then work towards it.

That said, sitting up in bed listening to the Radio 3 playlist¹ while reading old end-of-year posts and sort of hoping someone stumbles on to MSN so I can spew a list of unsureties at them while I skim tweets and debate putting up play-by-plays of my days on this, again (it turns out this was a very accurate title, except where I said one year, I meant five and a half.) are a lot more appealing than applications of effort towards actual long term goal progression.

...there's another thing to fix.

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1: it's a smart playlist: songs I've listened to 35 or more times, excepting the ones on my Top 25 Most Played playlist.